IM FINALLY AT NEW TESTAMENT! :D

Wooh! Okay I did skip some parts of old testament and it amounted to a month or more worth. Hahaha. But it's still so good cause I forfeited last year in March. I really enjoy new testament, and I am really understanding some of the things more compared to before. (: SP's sermons on discipleship really helped so much! (: Today, I looked at my library of books, and I really wonder what other Christian literature can help me to know God's heartbeat better than the Bible? After all, it's like a first person account! (:

I enjoyed my week because of the food and stuff. Hehehe. SP's birthday so the staff went for ala carte buffet at East Coast, and it's really worth the px! (: But I guess we were all full and satisfied, which means work productivity got low when we got back to office. Hehe. (: I'm still in a mode of "don't know why I'm here" actually. But besides that, I've really gotten to know colleagues better. (: Let's just pray that the transitional feeling will be over soon.

Good meet up with BFC over at Wanhui's birthday celebration, and with SFC over at Jem and Tricia's wedding. (: But people are just busy and constrained by time so I don't feel like we really had much time to catch up and stuff. However, thinking about it again, sometimes the "having fun together" part matters most. Not about having to get into deep discussion or what all the time. I don't think my brain can take up to that stuff for now either! :D Sometimes when I go for cell discussion, I really just feel like my brain is hibernating already. ):

Chiam's email really brings a smile to my face. I had a good laugh at some parts.. I think I really need some comedy around. Kinda demotivated to do some stuff.. And sometimes looking at some things, they seem to be stagnant.. I ask myself sometimes, "where's the transformation, where's the change??" I realised I've been feeling jaded over this issue. Somewhat discouraged. But I recall a song this morning (I cant remember it now) and I decided to look to Jesus. He who is great in power and my strong tower.

I really don't know how to survive at work without the bunch of girls in my office (that includes Hitomi who has been banished to the other side, but she keeps visiting us and brings life to the office!). Each of us always have our nonsense period and the rest can't help but overhear and comment. I think that's really healthy work environment. We're not drowned by our work such that we forget that people do exist. And we bring small bits of joy into each other's lives. (:

Meanwhile, I have been revisiting things that I used to do, just to remind myself that I'm still youthful and such. Hahaha. There was this crazy period that we just love to do this ballerina-klutz jump-fly thingy and taking shots of it. We look really retarded. (:

Chiam's departure has somewhat helped keep the friendship going stronger because we're emailing n stuff. Really, I guess it really took her courage to fly to China. While 6 months isn't long, and neither is it short, I really can't wait for her to return. ): But besides that, I really hope that she'd learn smth unique from her trip.. (:

I asked myself today, "Why don't you feel tired having to come to church twice a week?" At first I reasoned that it was like a routine kinda thing, but I realised it was not even that. Church has always been a place where I can really put everything down and just look to God- to who He is, and not what I'm not. (: I feel so at rest each time I come to church. And perhaps, this is something that I just can't quite find elsewhere.