I just dont understand why.
Why must it happen at this time.
Why must I have such relatives.
Why must you be so stubborn.
Why does everyone thinks that they're right all the time.

To be very honest, Im still angry that this has affected my physics and amaths.
Im tired of wallowing in self-pity. I dont enjoy any bit of it.

And perhaps that's how I can grow. Being in a bad situation makes me grow.
I need to face it. I've gotta get myself out of this.