I feel like an arid land now. All drained by exams.

But He will never let me go. And I rejoice in it.

I confess my hope
In the light of Your salvation
Where I lose myself
I will find You’re all I need

Sing my soul
Of the Saviour’s love
Sing my soul
Unto God alone

You alone are God.

im still alive

Hello. (: Just a post of thanksgiving.

Thanksgiving 1.
Healed of sore throat and headache. =D When I think back I just feel that it's so unbelievable. I felt kinda feverish and thought I was getting throat infection. Like on saturday, two days before a written paper. I had so much unrest within me cause I remembered the time when I fell sick suddenly before PSLE paper. Haha. You wouldnt have imagined it.
The invigilator had went along w me to the washroom cause I needed to puke. Yes, puke. But we didnt get to the washroom in time. So just imagine the mess I made at the corridor and how she shouted from fourth floor to the track and calling for my Principal. I was totally bawling at the sick bay cause I thought I couldnt take the papers anymore and had to stay in Primary School for another year. Haha!
But God is just so amazing. He answered my prayer. And the next day, I had a horrible headache. It was just like someone poking a knife into my right brain and slowly slicing it apart. Okay, gore. Every time I moved my head a little, it would hurt. It continued hurting on monday morning so I continued praying. Haha. Amaths paper was such a bliss when I was rid of it.
Thanksgiving 2. I found a 5 mark question at the last 6th min of my Geog paper. It was kinda funny cause at the previous page, there was this sentence in bold that says, "Question 3 continues on page 8." =D

Okay, I've shared this with quite some people cause Im just so amazed lar. Haha. With God, all things are possible. And I really like this verse that SP shared yesterday. "Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead." It's what Im need. I guess I shall really be happy for my results whatever it is. At least I got the chance to even get into that examination hall and give my best. (:

Why is it that everytime I find You, You're just right there?
Your faithfulness exceeds any other.

I felt hurt because of one seemingly insignificant word. I dont know if it's hurt or sadness, but I do know I started wondering about how Jesus got rejected by the people, people who wanted Him dead, people whom He loved. And I started thinking, what about the times when I got angry with Him because I just felt so frustrated? He never left me. He never questioned, "Did you just ask me to go away?" When you look at Jesus' hurts and pains, yours just diminish and disappear into the thin air, only if you want to.

Im losing it......

The only only and only thing that comforts me is You.

take faith

Hello! Well, I didnt drink coffee but Im still somehow quite alive right now. Perhaps tml I'd just go groggy.. Why? Because Im going to school early in the morning just to mark Physics papers! Im so excited cause Im going to miss hours of sleep. )= Rah.. My friend told me smth that I felt that God is working. I'm just so happy for her man. Hope things turn out fine. (: And well, some of us cell members hanged around at Kovan mac after church and talk about some stuff. Yep, I feel that Im getting to know some of em more in depth and it felt great just talking about stuff, trying to help one another. Meanwhile, I'll just continue to keep the 'love is patient' teaching close to my heart.

Just wanna thank You God for always being there. (:

secret place

Yes Lord, lead me to Your secret place.

I dont know why, but every morning I just wake up being reminded of how much I have yet done for O's. I feel pressurised but no, Im not gonna let it affect me. Resist and it will flee right. (: Just let myself be soaked in God's warmth and I believe in Him and the peace that no one else can give.
Yesterday morning, before I got to school for Chem prac, I chanced upon the reflection of the blazing sun and this thought just dropped into my mind 'I will guide you'. Thank You for such an assurance. So far, I did my best.

The world isnt that beautiful. Heaven is.
Aim smart. (:

Im starting to feel more of God's peace. And lesser of the weight of worries that come. I guess it's a process. I need to constantly be trained by God to persevere and and not let discouragements beat me left right top bottom. I guess a piece of music indeeds need high and low notes to be beautiful, as life is.

He giveth me strength.

staying strong in christ

Hebrews 10:35-36 So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.

Thank you Bryan for telling me of the verse.
Thank You God because You know long time ago that I'd need it.

Keep our eyes fixated on God.

For a moment I feel kinda.. what have I been doing this few days. I've done papers, but they just continue to come like endless bullet train and I dont feel like I've done anything. I still need to read my dear textbook, which by now, I bet some have already read it inside out.. But well, Looma, just continue with your own pacing. And just put in your best! (:
Anyway, it's like our last day in classroom on Friday. To my dear friends/classmates: Work hard! Im really looking forward to seeing the whole class doing well. Take faith! (:

Just wanna say this to English. Yes, you, english. Im not gonna get you screwed up again. You momo. Make me so sad. Im gonna fight.

Hello hello hello.

This few days can be counted exhausting, not mentally thankfully. But well, I guess I've spent time well. I found the group of people whom I can really study with, 3 weeks before O's. Haha. But well, I just kinda felt that it's great to be able to spend time with friends and really study at the same time.
Saturday, sermon was about us being fearfully and wonderfully made. The pastor actually had this small activity, made us realise that our height= length of our hands all the way from left to right when we stretch it out. But well, I guess that doesnt really work for everyone though. I guess I felt much better after service. Had been really thinking about the future and stuff.. but I really have to look to God and not listen to the world's "you dont know what you want to do yet? aiyoh. i planned for my future since i was in my mum's womb (i exaggerated this part. haha.)" Dined with some of the girls, which I find is really fun. We just talk about anything. Iris and I made the half section of Mac look at us.. due to our beautiful, amazing, resounding laughter. Haha. (:

Mug hard, seek Him hard.
I shall wake up every morning with expectancy.