Wednesday, September 30, 2009

word of life

Romans 8:32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?

This verse really assured me that God is for me. He doesn't withhold good things and I have to trust Him for whatever He is doing. It isn't really like people give pressure to me. But the past week, I have been "fear-struck" (I can't think of a better word) and it just paralyses me when I think about A levels.
And this verse really made me think- of how real the cross is and how real the love of the Father is! (:
Thank You for this love.

Friday, September 25, 2009

It's one of my happy coffee days again.. (:

I really feel proud of myself of cutting down on coffee, chilli and fried food. Like really cutting down. Sometimes I even feel sick looking at the latter.

Back to school kinda days. I guess I don't feel that lousy because I spent my time well before it's time for me to get some momentum, somehow. Especially the dead sea scrolls outing. It was totally awesome! =D Was just looking at some of the photos which Rach took and the i-cant-believe-im-staring-at-it feeling was back. I think it was love at first sight for me and the handwritten bibles-especially the older than old English one. It was so so beautiful. How I wish I can own one. Although the things for us to view was a little limited, I can just take a long time admiring each of the exhibits. (and we can probably bring the ideas to Easter Week next year. haha!) Really wish I could stay there longer. And I think the guide helped us to understand the exhibits a lot better.

So anyway, Sophia and I have been cheering each other to keep the fire going. (: And once in a while we go, "The fire gone so fast." Haha. Got back some of our prelims results. Thus far, I've improved quite a lot but my Math slipped cause I didn't focus much. Heh. But I've been taking it optimistically. The aim I had for this exam was: improve. So I guess there wasn't any unrealistic pressure on myself. And now the final lap- the term they use all the time but I don't see how 'final' it is. Haha.

Each time handing my worries to Him again. (: Thank You for Your faithfulness.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

If you can't find nice books, go find Max Lucado. He can be really witty in what he say and I never get bored of his books. I can't quite put an excerpt here else he might sue me though. )= But I guess I can briefly describe.
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He first described two scenes of a boy building sandcastles and a man in the business world building on his career. Both with a few similarities- making something out of nothing, really determined and hardworking. For the boy, he knew the waves would come, and he claps his hands as he sees the waves draw near. But the man, he hovers over his 'sandcastle' and defiantly says 'it's mine'.

"The ocean need not respond. Both know to whom the sand belongs."

Left on his hands are the remains. Had he listened- not that no one has told him. All things cease to an end someday.

Lucado ends the story with these lines, "Go ahead and build, but build with a child's heart. When the sun sets and the tides take-applaud. Salute the process of life, take your father's hand, and go home."

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We take pride in our studies and work. I do. But everytime we need to remind ourselves that God, our Creator, is the one who enable us to study and to work. I remember during the Block Test 1 period, I kept thinking, "Why do I have to study?" And Joe told me that God gave me my brain cells and made my role now a student (if I may add, and a child of God always).
May we learn how to hold things loosely-- putting excellence in our work and yet committing our plans to God-- so that we will not be building treasures only here on earth. (:

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

And I will go to the altar of God,
My joy and my delight
I will praise You with all of my heart.

Song: Altar of God

Yay. Basically, Rach and I have been going crazy over the two 'Glory Revealed' CDs which are really worth buying and the songs are stuck in our heads. I shared with my mum the other day that I can't stop thinking and sometimes it even feels like I'm not really resting when I sleep. She told me to sing some songs and then sleep. That was a good idea which I didn't think about. But typically as human, I did for the first night and not the subsequent. These CDs came timely. Haha. And it's so cool the way they get the lyrics from Bible verses that you probably wouldn't believe could be made into a song. (:
I'm really grateful for the sermon last Sat when Pastor Dan shared about uncertainties in life. After the sermon that day and even the very fact that I read some correlated stuff during QT that morning, I begin to pray daily that God will take away the worries that have been weighing on my heart and I feel so much better! I think prayer is really cool. (: It's more effective than asking a few elephants to come and take away your load. Haha.
One more paper. Honestly, I feel like I'm having a holiday or something because the papers are spaced out quite widely. (good thing)

Friday, September 04, 2009

iris

To my dear dear Iris, I hope you've arrived safely!
Hope that you'd be able to settle down and adapt well, with the new friends and stuff.
And we are all very concerned about you, so do let us know what's going on on your side of the world. (:
And your laughter is irreplaceable. So are you.
I'd really miss the time talking to you about all kinds of stuff under the sky. And how you always buy the $1 coke on the way home.
We'd be keeping you in prayer! Take care!
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My mind is thinking in a ji-pua-ji-pua (fragmented) way so I'm just going to type whatever comes along my mind (with discretion). I've parted from the virtual world for quite a while and I think it's going to continue because (i) the router's down so I have to use my brother's laptop (ii) A levels is not so far away. Kept telling myself to make good use of the time so that I'd be able to enjoy my 7 months or so of break without regret.
I'm having a one week break and three more papers to go. Sent Iris off yesterday. The people who sent her off could almost form a fan club. Haha.
Saw pris tan along the way home. She's taking geog major at FASS. Oh man, I've thought of the real world out there and it's a little daunting. Well, I guess I'd just hold that thought for a while. (:

Good talk with Ben. Like somehow my eyes are opened by God to see my life really as a life filled with grace. And the grace overflows, hopefully to others' lives too.