Experiencing alot of fears now.. I just wish I could dig a hole and just stick my head in there like ostrich. Or is it dodo bird? Whatever.

Fear #1. Job.
Ok, so you guys have tons of job experiences before, i dont. Haha. And basically, now I can do some volunteering work in church which would be less stressed, or maybe the narrator job but I have to see if Minhui wants it first. And my brother is helping me to ask one of his friend if his shop can accommodate clumsy workers. Haha. Err, well I feel challenged cause' you know.. Worried that I'd fumble or what. But it's good in a way for some job experiences.

Fear #2. Something that's making me feel troubled.
Wont go into details for that.

Fear #3. O levels.
Just very very worried that the next exam will be like this time's. So weird lar. If I fumble, all the things Ive studied these four years will be wasted, I can stop pursuing studies. Ok, thinking too much. Haha.

So maybe there's more to go. I dont know. Dont really feel like entertaining one of these fears. Just feel that I can live w/o it. Anything. )= But while reading Charis' devotional book, it talked about not being afraid but just believing. Ok, God I believe You'd provide a way. (: