Thoughts are screaming into my mind non-stop. Mainly unpleasant thoughts about this corrupted world and the inflexible thinking of the generation. Ok i dont know if inflexible is the best way to describe it but well, I felt that I shouldnt be bothered by the world. Meaning.. it doesnt matter? I dont know. But just feel that.. 1) Why must people look at certs only? I mean not all talents need certs to prove their capability. 2) Why do they encourage local people not to migrate when foreign people are coming here to 'steal rice bowl'? Well, ok, maybe they have some system of foreign immigration control. I dont know about that. 3) Why are all Chinese compres always trying to shoot us teenagers down about our Chinese being worse than other countries and that Americans are learning Chinese and all? I know we have the responsibility to get good hold of Chinese but just give us a break while we do the compre instead of comparing this and that lar. Ok maybe I've looked too much into things.

Maybe I just have the habit of saying out my mind without thinking. Sometimes I wonder if I have offended people in some ways for that. But I have been trying to think before I speak. I think I should stop being some truthful little kid. It's time to grow up and face it. You can no longer tell people your mind. People are getting pretentious and all. Maybe growing up isnt really a good idea after all.
I think I shouldnt think so much. Let all unpleasant, evil and unwholesome thoughts be known to God and destroyed.