just something personal

I've asked myself alot, after the conversation. I've watched the sermon video once again, I realised so much. What shocked me was that I love something that isnt really alive more than You. Im back to the start, I dont mind. I dont need to care about counting the years of being a christian, I want to be one forever. I dont have to leave the church once again just to experience my first love once again and thank You for that. I just need You, my solid living Rock.

I thank You that Im back in church, I really thought that having backslided would be a permanent stain in my life. But You proved me wrong. Thank You so much for this salvation.