Im here to blog so that Huichin will not be seeing the same post once again. (:

Im currently having fun drawing mindmaps and my battle with sleep is so much better already. Im just going to continue to be consistent in my work. I would think twice now about lying my head on the table or disturbing my classmates during lessons (we still disturb each other during breaks (: ) because I dont want to make people restless with me. And this is good, cause' in the end I benefit too. And 13th August is coming. Even though my confidence lvl isnt that high, I shall see what's in store for me.

Lemme talk about the motivation camp. Well, I personally believe that it got me into saying "I love you" to my parents more boldly. Haha. And dad took time to go for the parents' thing even though he had to rush off halfway. Like man, that's sweet. (: The course made me miss home even more than usual. And the trainers were funny, as in really funny. Just some things that really hit my heart, especially the time when Leroy listed the problems we said and the very fact that we do have certain qualities in us that we cant see since we have blinded our eyes with the problems we had. The course gave me a very own goal that I want to accomplish.

I have decided not to focus/think much on which JC/poly, what combination/course to take up. It's better for me to work hard now so that I may be the one choosing the course, not the course choosing me. (:

And actually, I just want to make a kinda public (somewhat public right) apology to old clique. You guys know my temper in the past. I was the kind who gets moodswing all day long and especially to my poor Huichin, sec2 has been a disastrous experience for both of us. But well, I can see for myself that my temper has changed quite alot. (okay, i dont really know if you guys think so.) And yes, Im so glad that we get along so so much better now. =D In fact, I love the times when we make really weird sounds like Patrick and the two piggys on your pencilcase. Haha! (:

And to my friends who are struggling with Mock Exams, exams, orals and tests, jiayou! You may think of me as a form of motivation if you want. Haha. Just kidding! (:

I can feel my engines running at 40km/h now. (:

CL and I met up w Charis after church for choir bbq. Man, I really miss the juniors. When we were just at the fence, few of us started waving madly at each other. Then when we got in, we were like bumble bees buzzing around. I feel comforted. Haha. I thought they would forget us or treat us like strangers. But well, I really love this bunch of juniors, and Im pretty sure that we'd still be this close even when we return for visit. (: Hopefully there'd be chalets or tour at end of year or next year. (: Got to catch up with our own seniors too. And i heard that VJC people gets 50% off if they buy adidas stuff! But well, it makes ppl materialistic doesnt it. Im having a change of mind in going to ... I have to wait patiently for His answer.. And Mr Liew's chicken wings are the best chicken wings I ever ate in all the BBQs of my life, serious. Why? (1) We were hungry until we can only crawl. (2) It contains fatherly love. Aww. And Principal bought fruits for us.




Toothy charis. She's crazy.



Pris helped my bag wear clothes and created the hands. Cool huh.

I told you she's crazy. (:


So much for live earth, that's smoke btw. ):

fervent prayer

'Faith grows amid storm'

Yes, I think too much. Mum made me see that I was really thinking too much, taking up too many burdens, storing too much cares in my heart. I had a good time crying out to God. And the yellow wall cheered me up a little. I like the yellow walls of our class, it makes me feel the sunshine.
Thank you JM, Charis and Ju.C

Im keeping the promises in my heart that I may know that Your presence is very real and Your love covers the multitude of sins.

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go. I will counsel you and watch over you." Psalm 32:8
"Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall." Psalm 55:22

all for Your glory

Im still wondering, where am I going next? I just need to not think about it.

Studies kinda bore me today. I cant stand Amath but I know Im gonna get it right. I only had a decent Wednesday 11am school once or twice before stepping down from choir but now there's English CRTs. Guess Im just not fated to have short pathetic sleep-ins on Wed. )= I've seriously cut short on TV time, I only watch 5.30 shows once in a while and 9.00 shows. But what.. I sleep at 10 now. )= What's wrong man.

Had short talk with Charis. Im pretty upset, but what can we do. Need to keep our cool and pray. Cause God says love is patient. (:

I received the gift of tongues yesterday! (:

Okay, at first worship was really great, you can feel God's presence so strongly and I kept smiling like the joy contained in me keeps overflowing. We had altar call, so I just went. I dont really know what led me to going for altar calls so frequently nowadays. I guess it was the passion to encounter God once again. And SP's wife prayed for me. I dont mean that you need her for prayers to work.. but well, it was just cool. (: She gives me a granny-warmth kinda feeling. Then youth pastor asked us who wants to ask for gift of tongues so Sophia and I went. Thank God man, Im so glad that I went str there and didnt doubt. (:
It's the time of His divine visitation! We need greater revival, greater closeness to God.

You're in my heart, teach me how to speak.

Argh, i hate my bed. It's too tempting. Someone, anyone, throw it away for me.
Okay, actually it doesnt really help, if you consider that you can throw the floor away for me too.
Mock exam is here, how fast. And I could see the chem paper mocking me.. Couldnt finish the paper.... )= And I wish I could dump the marker's face into the solution of copper sulphate and laugh at him. (: Just kidding. But well, actually mock exam is good. It gives me the urgency to study. I cant wait for the motivation camp. Actually pretty meaningless, they should have arranged it in June hols or earlier.

I need sleep.... and thank God today is a Saturday! (:

I wish you didnt say anything back then.

He's working

Good news, my dad accepted Christ. (:

Probably still grinning like crazy.
I need to learn to be more patient. And.. thank You God. (:

keyword: love

YAY Im going to cover 1/1000000000000000 pixel of your tv screen tml at 7am. (: The 'Zao An Ni Hao' is coming to our sch and honestly, I hope they wont interview me. Cause' my chinese kinda sucks. ): And __(i think it was cherlyn) says to call people up before 7 and tell em to watch tv. Haha. It's gonna be live broadcast, so if someone farts, it will be heard right on air! Like totally cool. (:

You know, that time when I was watching Harry Potter riding on Buckbeak, it felt so good. It felt like one day, Im gonna soar up there with Daddy too.

Im so sure.

great encounter

Yesterday was a blast of time! (: Had to do CIP and each group went to a block of flat in sengkang estate to collect old stuff. Man, after doing it, I feel like a very useful person! Haha. I wanna suggest to the school not to organise boring after-exam programmes. Just get us to do some CIP! (: And I do miss beach cleaning with 1E1 o4' peeps.


Stuffs we collected, there were scanners too! =D

Chill Out was great! Even though games time was a bit short, it was fun and Iris came! (: That super crazy tribegirl who kept laughing at me with sophia for i-dont-know-what reason. And our group came in 3/20! (:::::: Okay, it was pretty shocking. I especially like the cheering station. They used some frequency meter to give us our marks so what did we do? We shout lar! Haha. And must be in high pitch voice too! (: Dinner was provided but we were still hungry so went to this prata store. Bought a big Thosai and Banana Prata. I managed to finished 90/100 of it. It's a big accomplishment to me, cause' I ordered without knowing that the food would be humongous. Haha. (:


This was taken halfway, it had covered the whole plate.

The banana prata. (:

We're gonna go palawan beach on 22nd July. (: Church booked the whole beach. Like so cool! Cause I miss the beach. Anyone interested do tell me (: