I still cant stop thinking about the paper.

It just simply feels like I've done badly for something I like, something which reflects my interest, something which I could have done better in.

And it just feels like.. The first paper has knocked me down. Am I going to let the rest of the papers end up in the same fate?

I ought to focus on studies and study instead of thinking about the what will happen in the future right.

But I'm so going to disappoint people. I've already disappointed myself. I'm just so tired of being optimistic.

*There's only one thing I can do now. Learn to hand all my burdens to God.