Narrow Path

Why am I asking myself when I know the answer. Why am I confusing myself even more. Maybe because I cant accept what I should do. Yeah. But Im given a choice whether or not to. And I choose the narrow path, the path where many cant make it along the way, where they are tempted by the worldly things along the way and just stop. Do I really want to be like that? See one person stop and I stop too? No. Im going to walk on. For the reward is just ahead.
*It's difficult for me but Lord, I know You'd lead me on.