I've been relying alot on talking to people. It feels nice to talk to ppl about things, life, anything. Which is not really good.. with the word relying. Sometimes I get so down that I dont feel like doing anything w/o someone to talk to, someone I want to talk to.
Anyway, NAPFA nightmare's over. Timing of 14:00. Which is good compared to all my timings. But Im taking my standing broad jump again, I think. I seriously need springs installed on my legs.
I think what I've written in this piece of paper makes sense. Putting in hardwork doesnt fully guarantee that you will attain success. But it makes you a winner in terms of mentality, and doing your best in everything just wont make you regret, at all. This is what I've learnt from my Amaths and Physics test. I worked hard, yes, but I know Im going to fail my Amaths cause from Qn 1 to the rest I was totally clueless about what I was doing. Have you ever seen co-ordinates of (225, 1.37) before? But well, even though I know Mr Aw will puke over my ans, at least I tried. I didnt leave blanks. So that's worth celebrating. Yay. (: And actually, what Ms Chen said is upsetting and true. I wanna try to quieten down and get serious. Erm, Looyee= serious doesnt really complements yeah. But.. whatever.
Im so determined to make tomorrow better. Stop all those thoughts of 'what am i doing here' and crying all the time. Haha. How silly. It's the attitude that keeps the going running, I guess.
Cath High has gotten Gold w Honours. Actually Im confident that we'd do well, and I dont ever want what Mr Liew says about going up and down each practice. We're going to go up and up until the judges encore! =D Haha.
I want to learn to use the strength You provide me with. Teach me how.

2 days to SYF, 3 days to speech day, 4 days to cell bonding =D