End of the week.....

I guess I hadn't been managing my time well. by scale of 10, i really deserve a 1. I think if debate really clashes with life concert practices and sfc, I'll just drop the idea and move on. Main priority: Stop myself from joining too many things, and don't ever affect my commitments. You know when I was talking about being active in my previous post, I think I made a mistake. I went to check my archives and I remember the 3-in-1 saturdays. I guess at that time it was easier to manage. But now is JC life. So.. yup. I'm having limited memory space now too. Like people ask me to help them get forms and I keep forgetting etc. I feel bad.
But I guess my leap year was quite well-spent. Meet some of the girls up for 'The Leap Years'. Well, the movie was: touching, witty at certain parts, quite predictable, and veryvery singaporean. My friend commented that she would watch if it's not slow. Well, it was. Haha. But I guess.. the rain scene was really cool. But I was thinking about her 10000000000 dollar gown soaked in the rain.. What a waste.
Ran back for debate. I was late and I realised that since JC life, my walking speed must have increased alot. There were times when I can walk till I can feel my leg muscles contract or smth, because I'm going to be late for something. Haha. And the debate coach really reminded me of stef. First training and she wants us to start ahead with debating out our points. One by one to go into the room and talk. For me, it was relatively okay. My mind blackout once but I got it back and I couldn't quite link to the motion but I tried hard. Well, her comments were fair. And when I walked out of the room I was basically smiling all the way. Not because it was good, nor that it was that bad. I don't quite know how to explain.

I think I've been having too much fun.. And spending too much money, I presume. I need to change that. Need to do some meaningful things.
Won't You just guide me. Cause' I know I can't do this alone.