Lord, sometimes I just wanna ask why wont You give up on me? But I know You'd never forsake me. I feel so unworthy of Your love. The price You've paid on the cross seems worthless now that I just want to make myself fall into self-pity. I felt so ironic for people to say "I have no one to lean on" but I realised that if it was me myself, I would have said the same too. That's because I didnt have someone to lean on physically. But man, what else can be better that a loving God who doesnt want to see His child fall into self-pity and feeling worthless, unappreciated and stressing herself all the time? You're not physically there but spiritually, I know You've "hide me now, under Your wings". I want to make the price You paid on the cross worthy. I wanna live and please You solely. Please teach me how.
I will be still, know You are God.
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to men..."\

Learning.

No doubt that today was better. God really performs miracles! =D I woke up dreading thimun first thing in the morning again. Then did my QT. It talked about the storms in our lives.. That God can control them and during the storm of our lives, we should trust in Him and let Him take control. (: And that when we have grievances, we dont ask "Why?" but "Who? Who are You God?" And the answer is "The Father of mercies and the God of all comfort." (2Cor1:3) So well, lobbying was first and we talked about our topic's resolution and then started talking about other stuffs. This guy (Should be from Canada) whom I thought was scary yesterday told us that he had wanted to watch casino royale but ended up watching happy feet I think. Then we were like laughing mad cause' you imagine a guy who looks so scary and all watching happy feet? Haha! Then we talked about scary movies and this girl (Vekki) said that she was watching the trailer of saw III and screamed in the aeroplane. Haha. And the guy actually asked me stuff. At first I thought he felt that I was so stupid (herherx) that he wont even want to talk to me at all. Seriously surprised. So ok, first impressions are wrong. I shall learn not to get manipulated by it. Then had the debate session. Was quite fun but very boring. Ok contradicting. Haha. What did I learn? Alot!
(1) You dont say "I", "you", "we" but "the delegate" and "he"/"she" all the time.
(2) Pass messaging slips with codes for things not related to topic. (According to Janice)
(3) When someone request for motion to continue, you say "second" to agree.
(4) Laughing is not an order.
(5) Clapping can be an order.
(6) Someone can just yield the floor to you to sabo or smth. Scary!
(7) You cant ask the delegate to repeat his question by saying between both of you. You gotta tell the Chair, "Can the delegate of (country) please repeat the qn?"
And no one told us all these! Took ourselves to experience and understand. So basically we were just there and learn on the spot. So I felt that it was great to be able to participate in it. Hope they'd hold it in Netherlands next year and that I can go. (: And I hope to be in same committee as Janice! (: Oh yeah, passing of message slips not related to topic wasnt allowed so the Chair read this questioning note from delegate of Japan to I-forgot-who which was "Marina Hotel, rm (blahblahblah)" sfhqausgfafg! Haha. Hope I can have the courage to say a point of info or smth. (: Jiayou looma!

Today is like.. TIRING! Ok, woke up early in the morning and the first thing that fly into my mind was: I dont want go thimun. )= Ok, let me start from yesterday.

Tues
Cher and Jas had stayed overnight the prev day to slog our lives out for Juv's ppt. See until wanna laugh. Yeah, and then they left in the noon. Then Janice came to my house show me some dresses then we went to shop for my dress. Herherx. Tried on alot and finally bought one simple and nice dress. (But today they told us the dance was at NIGHT SAFARI?! Dance w the animals? Herherx. And smart casual. So.. I dont know.) Then went to compass meet some of them and they are.. Alyssa, Cher, Jas, Juv, KC, Jiayi, Gilbert, Lewis, Eugene and Hz. =D My fav group of people lar. (: Went for steamboat to celebrate Juv's bday in advance since all of us are so busy. Got 2 tables then my side one on fire. Herherx. But they say it's normal.. so well. Ate 25 or so prawns all by myself. Man. And they dont dare/dont like to eat pig's liver. Man, it's like so nice. Even Janice also like. =D Went to play daytona and time crisis. For daytona is really improve but still can improve somemore. Time crisis first time play so Im really.. meiyouyong Herherx. Then Janice sms me that Hoekin not going thimun cause he's sick then I was like HUH?! Then I had to do the ambassador's job since I was the one who wrote the script. I on the verge of tears flowing out liao lar. Totally stunned. Went home to print reso until 1am.


Me and aly (:



Looking like idiots =D


Aww. So sweet. (:

Today
So this morning went to meet Janice, Ethel, Sherilyn, Crystal and JM. On the way felt like people looking at us cause' we like imposter working adults like that. Herherx. Missed the ambassador meeting but the person filled us in personally and Crystal last min know that she has to do speech for UNFPA. Went to my committee then the people there were like.. so experienced like that. Started off with me telling em about the main points in my reso. So I started off well then had long moments of silence. Haha. Feel so meiyouyong again lar. Then like.. just cant communicate w/ them and I felt so inferior cause their accent is those very rich-in-English type one which some of us refer as natural slang. Haha. So this girl suggested to have hers as the reso to start on. I didnt know it's like that one.. Thought we share ideas and work on our own reso. So I learnt alot. (: Then had the opening speech. When I walking down the stairs right, I tripped a little and grab this girl representing Eritrea. Haha. I was so tired that I just went up the podium like zzz. Haha. Abit nervous but not as nervous as my usual nervous. Spent all the way through the rest of the session. Damn tired. Then went back to GA meeting and I was like.. thinking alot cause I was silent there mah. Thinking of things like..
(1) If only they know the real me
(2) I wanna transfer to international sch. Even the international sch of Beijing the delegates speak so fluently/natural slangish. Herherx. But jm says it's expensive. About 2 thousand plus. Siao right.
(3) I wanna speak like them!!
(4) If only Juvenal was here then we can like monster each other and speak our Jap in front of jap delegates.
Haha. So actually me and Janice felt the same. We're gonna try to survive through the thing. And tml has dunno what debate stuff? I seriously hate GA meetings! I cant even understand what the Chair is talking about cause he uses the natural slang too. Ok, I'll just admit it. I envy them for speaking so fluently so I wanna suan their accent as slang. Haha! (: Sherilyn showed us what her committee ppl wrote "I am Sherilyn" in their native language. So cool! JM can slang! Herherx. I can speak Jap!

Tomorrow is the day! Man, all those mama reso and mental stress. The big problem is that tomorrow is the real beginning of more brain juice squeezing. 4 days. I hope I'd survive. Herherx. And one good thing, I finished my draft resolutions! (:
Yesterday was real tiring. Went for thimun then after that went to cp and try on dresses! Haha! (: It's for the MUN dance and I felt that might as well as buy since I can use it for grad high tea too. Haha. Think too far. It's not the start of next year yet! After that went for lunch, met michelle to borrow her clothes for the conference, went for maths meeting. Ok, Im doing the report and I have no idea how to start on it. Nevermind. Can strive through. Herherx.
Feels like sometimes Im trying to keep myself busy. Maybe cause if I dont make myself busy, I wont feel like myself. Herherx.

Someday you might just fall deep into a hole and you'd think there's no one to save you. There is, but you just wont allow it.

RESOLUTION )=

RAH! Someone please save me. I spent like 5 hours chiong-ing my 2 resolutions and the 2nd one look ridiculous. Why do I have to chiong? Because my precious brother needs to use the comp badly to PLAY GAMES! Man, he's acting more like a younger brother sometimes. Am very worried that I'd get my facts wrong. Shit. I better get the teachers to examine it like observing particles. Ok, stop worrying alr! And to xq: I think even if I have no time, I'd still blog like mad. Haha.

Judging Others

I forgot to mention smth about Fri. I was heading out of macs during maths meeting when this granny ask me to take care of her grandson while she go get umbrella cause' it was raining madly. Then i was like.. ok. Then i sat opposite the grandson and we stared at each other while he eat fries. Then peiyi came, sat down and he..... CRIED! Kids are pro lar, once they cry their face quickly change from beige to red. Then I scared liao, people look at us like we did smth bad to him or what. Then Jessica came to rescue! =D Herherx. She give him fries then he cry and eat. (Amazing. How did he do that?) Fortunately, his grandma came back in a short while. Herherx. But I still like kids tho they cry. Haha! (:

Sat
Went running w jas early in the morning. Then after that went back to cher's house collect our belongings. Me and jas talked alot about Pokemon in the first few episodes. So gay yeah. Then went to kovan eat and saw Mr Ng. Bought stuffs and went to cp. The 'Star Awards' people at there for publicity. Then the hosts get the audience to practice cheering and applauding before the artistes come. So fake lar. Have to rehearse one.
Went for church. Attendance seems to be dropping. Quite sad. And I was like observing this group of girls cause' they were like talking during worship. Then I was judging them in my mind and felt guilty afterwards. And guess what the sermon was on? Judging Others. I see until I was like.. stunned and glad cause God mattered so much about my spiritual growth. There's no such things as coincidence lar please. This have happened alot of times, in fact. It was great. Speaker talked about us being tortoise laughing at a turtle? Like you do this too, what right do you have to point out others' mistakes. But advicing people would be good. Like if you see them lying, tell them something like "Let's try not to lie." And also not to point out their mistakes for selfish pleasures, but for their good. If you point a finger at someone, 4 fingers will point back at you. Try it. (:

This morning went for maths meeting. Did nothing lar basically. Go there more like slack. Then we ate our brunch and I went off to print some thimun stuff. This is what Janice sent to me for printing her reso...
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hey mama! thanks for helping me to print my resolution last min again. love ya babe! (:

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
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THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
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Like aww. Ying-fei is soooo sweet. (: Then went off for thimun meeting. Ms Tan told me Mr Lim had signed Hoe Kin up as ambassador before that. Yeah lar, abit disappointed. But I'm sure Hoe Kin can do a great job. So since I've done the opening speech script alr, he's using it. Haha. When he reads it out I will have a sense of belonging to the speech. (: Ok, quite gay. Herherx. But I do realise that this while, I've broken free from my pessimistic mindset to optimistic. (: Anyway, only Crystal finished her reso cause' the rest of us were yakking over the thimun forum and UN resolution. Haha. Ms Tan lent me her blazer. Thankyou! (: So after meeting, Jan and I went to search for those formal clothes for the conference. Saw blazers, shirts, skirts and pants. Wish I could own a blazer of my own. So cool lar! =D Anw, I bought a pants and it's sent for alteration. It's so damn long. Herherx. Looking forward to the dance for MUN participants. Sounds really cool. And we're going to night safari on the last day at midnight! Herherx.
Ok, I shall not slack anymore. Gonna put on my working gear and finish my reso and do my QT. But somehow, just feel that I'm not contributing to the Maths thing.. )=

CASINO ROYALE (:

Introducing.. Dudley Lin looking disgusting, as usual. (:

Hello! Today was great. (:

Went for thimun and only Crystal and I turned up. So crystal was worrying over her resolution and I had nothing to do until Ms Tan made me ambassador, which meant I had to give opening speech for our representing country, Ethiopia. (: Yeah lar, scared is for sure. But there was this reaction that seemed to be my nature now to face challenges head on and yeah, the result will be "I've done it!" Herherx. Ms Tan said through all these things, we'd get to know more about our character and stuff. So well, I haven start on my speech and 2nd draft yet but I'm going to chiong it next morning. (: Getting more and more looking forward to the conference. To Janice: We'd survive and try not to feel inferior to those rich-in-English-accent people! =)
After that ran some errands and met Jas and Sam for movie. (: Went to arcade to find them. Hadnt went there for ages! (: Then we went to Orchard and then to Golden Village. Movie like very late so went to cineleisure's Cathay. Reached there and both Sam and I very tempted to watch the movie 9:56 which is NC16. Lucky never watch cause' I want watch horror show but shouldnt watch. And there's this new movie called "The Nativity Story" which I want to watch so badly. It's in theatres on7th Dec. Talks about the real meaning of Christmas! (: Man, someone must have realised that Santa isnt the main character for Christmas but Jesus! So actually planned to watch Step Up and end up watching Casino Royale. At first I dont feel like watching one cause' the title doesnt sound interesting. But the show was really great! Just that too many climax. Like transverse wave like that, go up go down. But it's really worth watching. It's all about betrayal, detecting, wit and brains. James Bond was really sharp in thinking in the show. I especially like one part when he wanted to stop this guy from trying to crash this new aeroplane. The guy had put explosive device to a petrol (i think) truck and it looks like the thing you fasten to your rope during flying fox and stuff. Then he just have to activate it using his phone! SO cool right! =D So on his way to crashing the aeroplane, James Bond had fight with him in the moving truck and James succeeded in braking in time. Then the guy had already escaped out of the truck and when James got out of the truck, police wanted to arrest him. The guy activated the explosive but turned out James had attached the explosive to the guy during their fight. Like wow. Herherx. The betrayal part.. His friend was actually his target's friend. And the girl he loved betrayed him of his money I think. )= She ended up drowned and he tried to save her but it was too late. So sad.

Sam looks emo. Herherx. (:

Some deco along Orchard Road for Christmas! (:

M&Ms (:

Stairs of movie hall

New cartoon movie: Meet the Robinsons. They have a huge dinosaur called tiny and a frog band. So cute. Herherx.

Happy Feet! (: I think BF should watch this tgther.

This looks cool. From joyce's blog. =D

1}Put your music player on shuffle.
2} Press forward for each question
3}Use the song title as the answer to the question
No cheating!

What does next year have in store for me? Planetshakers-Reflector [in this song it means wanting to be more like Jesus i think. wow. sounds alot like what im thinking]
What's my love life like? Jay-Feng. [maple? what does maple have to do w my life? monster..]
What do I say when life gets hard? Nickelback-If Everyone Cared [yeah.. sometimes i wish ppl cared more for others' feelings]
What do u think of on waking up? I Could Sing of Your Love Forever [a christian song.. yeah. i hope to think of that instead of all the problems im facing]
What song will I dance to at my wedding? Bad Day! [haha! yeah. bad day]
What do you want as a career? The Anthem? [ok makes no sense.]
Your favourite saying? Collide [i thought my fav saying is monster..]
Favourite place? ROOFTOPS! [WOW! so zhun! yeah. quite true.]
What do you think of your parents? What The World Will Never Take. [haha! yes!!!]
What's your Pornstar name? TATU-Gomenasai. [ok. pornstar likes to say sorry to his fans]
Where would you go on a first date? You Are Holy [go to church on first date? haha! holy mah..]
Drug of choice? O Town- All Or Nothing [haha. all drugs or no drugs..]
Describe yourself. American Idiot. [haha. im sin-ga-porean]
What is the thing i like doing most? Chris- Holy Is The Lord [yeah.. praising His name till never ending (:]
The song that best describes my school principal? Guang Liang- Dou Shi Ni [because of my principal? ok no sense again]
What is my state of mind like at the moment? Christian Bautista-The Way You Look At Me. [maybe.. yeah. i've been wondering about that. but it's not that impt.]
How will I die? High School Musical- Start of Something New. [yeah! it's the start of smth new! (:]
How are you feeling today? Overwhelmed! [SO zhun again! but im overwhelmed by things happening around..]
How do your friends see you? Welcome To The Black Parade [i dont remember myself as tan or what, even though i wish to. ok wait 10 years..]
What is your best friend's best theme song? Running. [nah..]
What is the story of your life? Other Side of The World. [yes! so far yet so near.. as in ppl's thinking and mine..]
What was high school like? JJ Lin-Dong Jie [it was.. i thought it's filled with monsters]
How can you get ahead in life? Believe [yeah depends on believing in what.. for me, i'm putting my trust in God. (:]
What is the best thing about your friends? Boulevard of Broken Dreams [because of them i learn to be more independent. in a certain way that they'd never know. cause one part of the songs says 'i walk alone'. ]
What is in store for this weekend? Under Pressure. [NO! actually yes.. )=]
What song best describes you? King Of Majesty. [and God is the King, of course! (:]
To describe your grandparents? Grow Up [they're old enough..]
What song will they play during your funeral? Far Away!! [HAHA! yeah. far away from everyone. (:]
How does the world see you? [it's some korean song lar]
Will you have a happy life? Find The Way [if i find the way?]
What do your friends really think of you? Still [yeah. got ppl say i like statue before.. herherx.]
Do people secretly lust after you? All About You [everyone lust after me! cause' they say all mah. haha!]
How can i make myself happy? Chasing Cars [ok, i chase cars then will be happy. herherx.]
What should you do with your life? Voice of Truth [listen to God and i'd know. yeah..]
Will you ever have children? Give You Praise [have or dont have also have to give God praise. (: for His purpose for me is good (: ]

That was long..

Choir Camp (:

Backkk from choir camp. (: My hands felt like jelly just now cause' I cleared my locker and brought all the books and my camp stuff home. Heavy like shit like that. Anw, ONE impt thing. Mdm Sarifah left something for our class to pin on class bulletin next year. A poster and the class photo w/ a message. Some of us see until wanna cry lar. So sad. And one more thing.. What to do about my geog.. )= I feel that they dont want to keep good teachers in our school lar. Keep for the good schools like that. Heard that mrs wong also leaving. )= So much for choir teachers.

1) Choir practices- Very tiring for 2nd and 3rd day. I keep falling asleep and I think Mr Liew saw that cause' during break he asked me if I slept the previous day. Honestly, I did but still tired. See what I mean by extreme fatigue? I couldnt absorb the notes in and felt very stressed up for nothing. )= But I think I can do it lar. Just feel that everyone are getting better but I, this useless senior, dont know anything like that. Sigh. )= So I got frustrated and all. Gonna learn to deal with stress. We managed to sing finish the setpiece w/o Mr Liew stopping us but he said that was cause' he wanted to at least go through whole thing. Haha. But it's good that we're making progress. Think 'Janger' is gonna be one of our choice piece. (: Yinghao came today but dunno if he's joining us anot. Anyway, welcome to him. (: Then Mr Liew make us draw ballot and says to sing the no. of pages of the setpiece (i think) according to the small piece of paper. Meaning, if I draw the no. 1, I just have to sing one page. But turned out to be a scam cause he wanted to give us presents according to the number. Haha. Donavan went to exchange from no.4 to no. 2. Haha! (: (No.4= chocolate bar; No.2= sweets and small m&m's.)
2) Games- Restricted games cause of A levels, they said. )= So the games we played were mainly those common ones but we did have fun. (:
3) Group presentation- Our group is called Jimmy Neutron then we acted this skit thought mainly by me and Sylvia. Haha. But the group presented it until very funny. (: No many hick-ups. (: Group cheer was great. (I think one leh. Haha.) Other groups' presentation was damn funny lar. 1st group acted a series of Sesame Street stuff. Got this hide-and-seek thing then very gay. Then another part of the skit was Rohaizad acting as Oscar reading to his worm Slimy or dunno what. Damn funny. He hold on to this paper worm which is so cute and make worm sound. If you were there, you'd sure laugh like siao one lar. Then he tell the worm the Goldilocks story. Dudley acted as Papa Bear! Haha. Damn funny. He was so robotic. Herherx. Got another group has Mickey Mouse and Mickey Mouse can use his ears to blow houses down one. So cool. Haha.
4) Random
- Our group won! (:
- We did the passing paper game (writing others qualities on their paper) and they say Im 'Sexy and Chio'! Aww. Moved to tears. Haha!
- I missed THIMUN meeting but heard that my draft reso is ok! (: One reso down, one more to come. =D

Photos (: From Crystal's blog




Try spotting the difference if you're damn bored. (:



US! The camp committee (:

Feelings and thoughts are just flying through my mind madly. Sometimes I think relationship and stuffs are just ... cause I just feel that.. feelings will never last. Making a commitment sounds like something awful for two people to go through. Like what if you suddenly change your mind? Because to me, a commitment is some deadly promise that cant be broken so if one day feelings change, wont we just be in a difficult situation? Can we all just be friends and get over it? That's how simple my mind is thinking. It's ... to be tied down by someone or to live for someone who may have second thoughts anytime. Ok, sorry if I offend anyone with this.
'...' means I dont know how to describe.

Ok, I 'kope' this from Sophia's blog. (:

1.HAVE YOU DONE ANY OF THIS TODAY?
-sleep? Yeahhh. Who will wake up at 11.59pm last night. Herherx.
-daydream? Nope. I only stare into the space thinking of nothing.
-draw? Noooo.
-eat? Yah.
-burp? Yeah! (:
2.DO YOU HATE?
-rats? I think they're cute and scary. Do I hate them? No.
-cockroaches? Ok lar.
-spiders? Yeah. Might bite me anytime and that's the end of me.
3.LOVE LIFE
-HAVE YOU EVER LIKED ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS AND HINTED TO THEM THAT YOU LIKE THEM? You mean juvenal? I dont have to hint to her! (: Haha. Yeah, ever did.
-WILL YOU HATE A GUY THAT DUMPED YOU FOR YOUR FRIEND? No. I'd thank him for letting me confirm my theory that feelings wont last. (:
-HAVE YOU EVER MADE A HEART BREAK? I dont know.
-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU AND YOUR DATE WENT OUT? I have no dates but I wish Charis would date me. Haha!
4. WHICH IS BETTER? STRAWBERRY OR BLUEBERRY? Blueberry (:
5. YOU PICK, FREEDOM OR HAPPINESS? Freedom. W/ freedom comes joy. (:
6. IN THE FUTURE-
-WILL YOU SMOKE? Never.
-WILL YOU BE A FLIRT? As in hooker? No.
-WILL YOU TAKE CARE OF YOUR PARENTS? Yeah, of course.
-WILL YOU CHANGE SEX? Never.
-WILL YOU HAVE CHILDREN? No idea.
CHOOSE 7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS QUIZ.
Anyone bored lar.

NIGHT SAFARI! (:

[Continued on 22th]



Welcoming you with this nice and cute photo of Alyssa Chan Shi Yun! (:
Took about 60 pics cause I took everything I found fascinating. Haha. Wonder what kinda S'porean I am, first time go Night Safari.

So in the beginning, we (Juv, Cher, Aly, Pris and me) met at cp for dinner at five then Aly and Pris gave Juv this really gay present: Patrick. (: Herherx. Cher's mum drove us to Night Safari and on the way, Juv and I (1) wave (2) used cushions to cover our face and wave (3) used Patrick to wave at other drivers. Herherx. Got a little lost and Cher's mum had to u-turn then turn back.

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Patrick with Juv; Patrick with seatbelt (:

Very tribal and very sua-ku. (:

So cute des-neh.

In some really cool souvenir shop that once you enter, white clothes will look like glowing blue. (:

I wonder why we look so happy posing with a toy snake =D

Pris with her great figure. *Drools.

Juv fans Patrick (:

Xi bo hou with monkey. (:

Carrying lots of bags like maniac (:

Me and Pris (:

Zebra stool! So cute but after cherlyn sat on it.. not that cute anymore. Herherx!

Nice dustbin! (: See what I mean when I say I take anything that's fascinating.

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So halfway through it, we went to sit the tram and saw quite a few animals e.g. elephants, indian rhino, hyena (: , giraffes, buffaloes, tiger, deer. Then I wanted to get to the seat in front of us since it was vacant then i jumped down the tram 1/2 way and ran to the seat. Herherx. (: Then went to watch some tribal show. They drink alcohol or what then spit it out to make the fire big. Herherx. Seems like Survivor.

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Like some really cool shield kinda thing. To cell: Our shield of faith! (:

Sexy babe up there too. Haha!

To jas: Ulu ulu! Remember our 371 route to Malaysia and China? Haha!

Some really nice accessories in souvenir shop (:

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Anyway, so we went to eat Ben and Jerry's. Dublin' Mudslide is really great! (: It's a combination of chocolate and coffee and a little alcoholic but it taste greattt! (: Herherx. And Aly's some coffee flavour one is really wow lar. I must buy that next time. (: So we went to a S11 arnd AMK there then ate supper. Been eating fried oysters these few days, and it's really great. Haha. But there are some people like Aly and Sam who doesnt like oysters. )= Haha.

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Monsters looking normal for once. (:

Please pay close attention on her facial expression. And it wasnt deliberate!

Huang shang having affair with Gongnu and caught red-handed by me! Haha.

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So here comes the impt part of the post. We were taking different buses so went separate ways. So Juv, Pris and I went to the 86 bus stop and this indian woman came to us and explained to us that she needed to borrow ten bucks from us. She was really suspicious cause' she gave us everything in many details like.. "My brother... I waiting for... I give you my house number... My mum just passed away and I need to bring my baby and husband to see her for one last time... I swear that Im not lying... I can give you my I/C no..." So me and Pris had no money left. And even if we did, I dont think we'd lend her. And Juv was like in a dilemma in lending her or not so we told her we'd help her ask around. So we like approached 2 people and then we told her that those people said that either dont have money or are 'in a rush'. Man, like I can tell that if you're in a rush or not. So fake. So she tell us to ask this guy over there and I said "Why dont you do it?" cause' she had been like standing there waiting for money to roll to her while we asked people. Then she say "You guys at least support me lar.. (the guy walks away a little) See lar." Mama, she actually use the words See lar as if we owe her or what. Like please lar, even if it's real, her attitude is seriously wrong! So she approached the guy and he gave her 2 bucks. So she came back and told us "He only got 2 bucks" and asked us for money again when we said we dont have! I was so pissed and please, we've missed our bus for all her conning. So I started saying something like "It's your responsibility to solve that problem and you're acting like we have to do it for you. We've already helped you ask 2 people...(blahblah)" and she started saying I am like her daughter, very attitude or dont know what lar. (according to Juv and Pris. i didnt catch those words.) See! Now her daughter appears in her story out of nowhere. Ah anyway, I ignored her and went to the bus seat back facing her. And she walked off. I mean like, hey, it's rare that there would be passer-bys who help. Rah. So after that Juv was very scared and I told them she resembled the Broccoli in our school. Herherx. Then Pris facing us what and she saw cockroach then she point behind us so Juv thought the woman come back and she wailed. Haha. Monster.

Ok, so when we were on our way home, I was abit scared but I told myself God would be protecting me wherever I go, which was what He promise me. That's really assuring. (: